Fog

This year has now reached the point when it seems like the time has stopped. The trees have no leaves, it's foggy, grey, and cold outside, but not cold enough for snow. When you wake up in the morning you just wanna stay in the bed since nothing interesting happens anyway. All the motivation you had in the beginning of the Autumn is now hibernating someplace else and you wish you could join it.
Some people are trying to fight the autumn melancholy by posting inspirational workout pictures, or pictures of their food, or books, or whatever. I, personally, don't feel like even trying. Why, you may ask. Because in two weeks or so the Christmas is all over the place and I'm not ready for that. So why not to use the opportunity to be antisocial and listen to good music when you still have a chance. I still want to listen to my Autumn playlist before getting all christmasy.

Autumn melancholy

It seems like nowadays every girl is an Autumn person. I have nothing against them, in fact I'm an Autumn person too. My reasons might be different though: I rather wear cozy stockings than leggings with oversized sweaters. I rather drink my coffee without pumpkin spices. You can't even have psl where I live since the nearest Starbucks is almost hundred miles away. The reason why I like the Autumn is because of its weather. It's a pathetic fallacy for my feelings. I have a love hate relationship with almost every weather condition so I don't mind the rain  when I'm happy or sad. Also, after the Autumn is always Christmas and who doesn't love waiting for Christmas? 

 

Happy happy happy

Today is the greatest day of mankind my life. I realized that for the first time ever I kinda like my body and I am proud of what it is capable to do. Before this magnificent day I've been more or less insecure, always hating at least one part of my body, but today i sort of a accepted it the way it is-- and it feels damn good! I am fully aware that this might be some sort of post-bodypump euphoria and hence temporary, but I don't care, this feels awesome.
How did this happen, you ask. I'm gonna disappoint you and tell that I have absolutely no idea. There are no significant improvements in my appearance, but somehow my thighs that were yesterday seen an two kinda ugly lumps of fat and meat are not like that anymore. Maybe I've finally realized that I am physically incapable of having a thigh gap- if Beyoncé doesn't have one why should I- or Nicki Minaj´s ass. Or maybe I just don't care. Or maybe both of the options. Anyway, I think everyone deserves this feeling so I'm telling you to stop hating yourself and your body like I did for so many, miserable, completely useless years

Crappy, awkward post

Hi

I've done this a couple times before and it has always been as awkward. During these times I've learnt that there's two ways of writing your first blog post: You either write a crappy, awkward post where you tell basic facts about yourself and what your blog is all about, or then you try to get straight to the business. Right now I'm not sure which one I'm trying to nail. I know, for sure, that I want to tell you at least something about me, but I don't want to get too specific for starters. The main problem is that I have absolutely no idea what my blog is about I can almost hear some sort of blog adviser (if there's any) scream at me that only a crappy blogger doesn't have any specific topic I guess, to be vague, that my blog is about my life and opinions and all more or less deep stuff I'm thinking in the shower. I also have to warn you that I might want to post some pictures, but as a poor student I can't afford a SLR. 

Now, to the Batmobil facts. After not so long consideration I've decided to share the information about myself in the form of random facts. Some of them are more random/normal/weird than the others, but that's what makes them all random, right?

1. My four basic needs are sleep, food, caffeine, and silence

2. I'm a girl, if you couldn't already guess

3. I don't have any games on my phone, because I get addicted to them too easily

4. I strongly relate to whales and elephants

5. I never finish any DIY projects

6. I study in the IB, with 7 IB subjects and four HLs

7. I once had a bald spot and nobody still knows why

8. I'm bad at saying no to people

9. I love exploring wikipedia, especially pages about rare diseases

10. I always tell people I don't like tea, which is true, but I'm also secretly trying to learn to like it